Monochrome-Crystal

Wow. This is weird. Going back to my Brony phase. Hm. I was actually really good at drawing this. That being said, drawing ponies isn't that hard. I actually drew a pony recently, and I hadn't lost the technique at all, haha.

But anyways, enough about that. I'm in college now! Life is good. I'm into Bendy and the Ink Machine as well as Star Wars right now. Also a little bit of Marvel. Things have changed a lot.

Anyways, that's it! Don't know if I'll keep using this account or not. I should, just to keep track of art. I still draw a little, and I'd like to draw some more, but I never really want to, ya feel?

I used to love pizza so much--it used to be my life! However, recently I've found that whenever I eat pizza, I stay full for hours on end. And don't get me wrong, this is a good thing! The only problem is that I actually feel sick and nauseated for hours on end. I can't even drink water because I feel so sick! This always happens when I eat pizza, so I know that it's not just my stomach--it's the pizza! I fear that I won't be able to eat pizza anymore because of how sick it makes me feel.

I know that most of you probably don't care, but I figure that since on every other social media site I have friends following me, I'm going to post my personal thoughts and experiences here; because on other sites my friends will see my thoughts, and then they're going to probably confront me about that. That's a problem, because lots of my life stresses have to do with them, so I can't share that with them. Hoorah.

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Antes me encantaba la pizza tanto--fue la vida mia, casi! Pero recientemente, he encontrado que comiendo pizza me pone llena for montones de horas. Y eso es bueno, no estoy diciento que no! El problema es que me siento enferma y con nausea por horas. Hasta no puedo beber agua porque me siento tan mal del estomago! Esto siempre pasa quando como pizza, así que sé que no es solamente mi estomago. Tengo miedo que no voy a poder comer pizza ya por lo enferma que me pongo.

Yo sé que a ustedes no les importa, pero ya que en mis otras cuentas de media social (dije eso correctamente?) tengo amigas siguiendome, voy a escribir mis pensamientos y experencias aquí; por que en otros citios mis amigas verán mis pensamientos, y me van a confrontar de eso. Eso es un problema, por que muchas de mis problemas de la vida tienen que ver con ellas, así que no puedo compartir eso con ellas. Hoorah.

Mine's pretty good. Having a lot of emotional problems, mainly with myself, but other than that life's pretty good!

Basically what's been making me really happy as of recently has been show choir. Do you know what show choir is? Maybe not, so I'll explain: show choir combines the art of singing with the art of dancing. It sounds pretty stupid in the beginning, but has actually impacted my self-esteem in many different ways! I love it so much! It makes me super happy that I can actually do SOMETHING, because I pretty much fail at every sport in P.E.! This year, in my all-girls prep group, we did the songs "Glamazon" by Rupaul, "Big White Room" by Jessie J, "Pretty Hurts" by Beyoncé, and a medley of "Girls Run the World" also by Beyoncé, and "Woman's World" by Cher. Basically, the message of the show is feminism, and that a girl doesn't have to listen to what people tell her to do. Next year, I hope to be in our Junior-varsity group, and then I plan to be in the varsity show choir in my Junior and Senior years. Varsity is just so flipping AMAZIIIIIIIIIIIIIING!!!!

But yeah...I should just make an entirely different journal dedicated to my passion about show choir. I just love it so much! Unfortunately, the season has ended, and I won't be able to perform anymore, sadly.

Ah, Idk what to write...ah, well! Nice to be back!

Hey, I know that this is super late, but I have had literally no time today to write anything because I had Cross Country practice in the morning, I watched the 8th graders' show choir for the first time, and I had to prepare for...my party!

Yeah, it's my birthday. My 15th birthday, to be exact. And today, I had a Quinceañera party! Yeap, that's right, I've graduated to womanhood! (My mom says that I've graduated to young adulthood, but I know that she just doesn't want me growing up too fast.   ) Ah, it was a great party. I got so many great gifts, so many people came! I got to wear a super beautiful dress, a tiara with a 15, great high heels, and I can now wear makeup in public! Yay!   And I got to dance with my dad. According to some of my friends, they almost cried when I was dancing with him. I can't blame them, because I know that if I'd been watching, I would've been crying too.  

Yannow, Imma just make a collage of the party and post it on here, okay? That sound great? Great!    

Also, a few days ago my grandma, her husband, and my aunt came all the way from Puerto Rico just to celebrate my great Quinceañera! I would've liked other family members to have come, but they're too far away. *shrugs* Ah, well. At least I got them!

Ooh, there's only 1 hour left until I'm officially 15! I'm so excited! 15 is one of those ages that I've always looked up to. Now I'm going to be it!  

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Hola, yo se que esto es super tarde, pero yo no he tenido literalmente ningún tiempo hoy para escribir porque tuve una practica de Cross Country en la mañana, ví el programa de show choir de los nenes de 8vo grado por primera vez, y me estuve preparando para...mi fiesta!

Sí, es mi cumple años. Mi Quinceañero, a ser exacto. Y hoy, tuve mi fiesta de 15 años! Eso es correcto, me he graduado a ser mujer! (Mi madre dice que me he graduado a adulta joven, pero yo se que ella no me quiere creciendo demasiado rápido.   ) Ay, fue una gran fiesta. Me dieron tantos regalos bonitos, y un montón de gente vinieron! Llegue a ponerme un traje super bello, una tiara con el número 15, tacones lindos, y ahora me puedo poner maquillaje en publico! Yay!   Y bailé con mi padre. De acuerdo a unas amiguas, casi lloraron cuando estuve bailando con él. No les hecho la culpa, porque yo se que si yo ubiera estado mirando, ubiera estado llorando también.  

Eh, saben, yo simplemente voy a hacer un collage de la fiesta y ponerlo aquí, okay? Suena bien? Bien!    

Y también, hace unos quantos días, my abuela, su esposo, y mi tía vinieron desde Puerto Rico a celebrar mi Quinceañero! Quería que otros miembros de familia vinieran, pero están demasiado lejos. A, pues. Por lo menos tengo ellos!

Ay, queda 1 hora hasta que oficialmente tengo 15! Estóy tán felíz! 15 es una de esas edades que siempre he respetado. Ahora lo voy a tener!  

Welp, it's been a long time since I've posted anything, so I figure I'd post now.

Ah, lots of things have been going on in my life recently. I've been running in Cross Country, and recently I PRed with 25:56 seconds. (I know, I know, it's not that fast, but for a heavy gal like me, it's a great feat. And considering that in my first meet of the season I got 30:11, it's a huge deal for me.) Plus, I'm in Show Choir (our show. Is. Amazing!) And piano class. And my friend decided to become suicidal, so hooray! Plus all that good 9th grade homework. Oh, and let's not forget...

...my birthday is in exactly a week. And it's going to be a Quinceañera! So it's a big party. Me and my mom have been planning it for, like, a month or so. I'm really nervous yet excited for it. Hehe, you could say that I'm nervouscited, as Pinkie Pie would say. So yeah, those are just a few things going on. Eugh, I'm tired. Recently we ran another meet in XC, and the course was riddled with hills! If you run, you'll know that hills are an absolute nightmare! Well, this course had hills, like, every 3 seconds or something like that! (I am not even kidding, fyi.)

Whale, I hope to post again! Or write some more...because I have some really nice fanfictions that are (I think?) coming along nicely. Goodbye!

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Me encantaría escribir todo eso en español otra vez, pero me estóy sintiendo vaga, así que no lo voy a hacer. Y también, yo no soy buena con gramatica o accentos, así que estarás leyendo un boyo de basura que no tiene sentido. Perdon.

Adios!